hello.
Just finish my dinner at home. Tomorrow will be my dead end already. reporting at 10am tomorrow morning. hope everything is fine. really hope i can stay in singapore instead of malaysia. Malaysia sucks. Because if i go back there. i will be alone and have no relative and friends over there. im scare. really scare. today never go school because i'm really tired. cant sleep at night. even how tired i am , i also can't sleep. Really feeling very stress. All my friend said to me i will be fine. But they are not in my shoes and think for me. i'm not a PR or either singaporean. i'm a malaysia. Holding student pass so i can stay here. But i have ruined every single thing and my future. if i get sentence. i will finish my punishment in singapore and fucking hell get back to where i were born. Nobody understands. NOBODY ! i'm sick and tired of my life already. i really don't know what i should do. Mum, i'm sorry i have done so many foolish thing and yet you are still by my side caring for me althought u are naggy.
I know is all for my own good. but i did'nt listen to what you have said. And now i really regret. Really. Nobody can help me now. Except of GOD. only GOD can help me now. I have really pray hard already. Hope tomorrow i'll be fine. hope for the best and i'm prepared already.


*Smile when its shine , never frown when its rain ! (:


FAREWELL !