I JUST WANNA LET THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW,

THE ONE I LOVE IS KATRINEE LUI KAI LING !

Sorry Peeps! Computer Broke Down Again.
And i'm back to blog again.

But just wanna tell my mum that i'm not a perfect person. ):

Hey mum, look at me. Think back and talk to me.
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
Cause it hurts when you disapprove all along. And now I try hard to make it, I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you.
I can't pretend that
I'm alright. And you can't change me, cause we lost it all.
Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect. Now it's just too late and we can't go back. I'm trying not to think about the pain I feel inside.
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me, now seem so far away and it feels like you don't care anymore.
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said nothing's gonna make this right again.
Please don't turn your back. I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you.
But you don't understand.
Mummy, really sorry about the trouble i make for you and i really hope i will make you happy and with no worries! (:

YOU'RE THE BEST TO ME !


That's for Today. bye peeps !

Finally, i'm back to blog. this few days is really busy and my internet breakdown also. so can't blog. okay, lets starts.

Just reach home from lip's house.
Mum fetch me back.
Many things is bothering me now.
i think the relationship between my family and me is drifting apart.
Lack of Family loves and gathering.
don't know when can i be back with my family together care for each other and love each. i miss the day.
but i think just need time to recover.
My case have been postpone that day.
so now just need to wait for my officer to call me and let me know when to go back and report.
That's Place is for dogs.
i hate it.
seriously. but i cant blame.
i'm the fire starter.
Is i'm the one who start it.
so must take responsibility on the sentence.
now just need to wait and hope for the best ! :D





Picture time.

FuckFace #1
Fuckface #2
FuckFace #3
FuckFace #4

hello.
Just finish my dinner at home. Tomorrow will be my dead end already. reporting at 10am tomorrow morning. hope everything is fine. really hope i can stay in singapore instead of malaysia. Malaysia sucks. Because if i go back there. i will be alone and have no relative and friends over there. im scare. really scare. today never go school because i'm really tired. cant sleep at night. even how tired i am , i also can't sleep. Really feeling very stress. All my friend said to me i will be fine. But they are not in my shoes and think for me. i'm not a PR or either singaporean. i'm a malaysia. Holding student pass so i can stay here. But i have ruined every single thing and my future. if i get sentence. i will finish my punishment in singapore and fucking hell get back to where i were born. Nobody understands. NOBODY ! i'm sick and tired of my life already. i really don't know what i should do. Mum, i'm sorry i have done so many foolish thing and yet you are still by my side caring for me althought u are naggy.
I know is all for my own good. but i did'nt listen to what you have said. And now i really regret. Really. Nobody can help me now. Except of GOD. only GOD can help me now. I have really pray hard already. Hope tomorrow i'll be fine. hope for the best and i'm prepared already.


*Smile when its shine , never frown when its rain ! (:


FAREWELL !

currently at home,
still thinking what to do about it .
but i think thats no return way for me .
I'm at the end of the road already.
think too much alo no use.
it's over ! really over !
i know i'm a ASK , DOGS or anything that people can say about me.
is alright for me. as long that i'm happy i will not care about people mouth or what they say about me.
is alright.
seriously.
no point talking about this anymore.

This world is like that. and god is fair. but i just don't like it.

Fuck It Man !

hey guys, i'm back to blog already.
life seems boring anyway.
And i have ruined my future.
i just came out from a place thats only dogs can tolerate to live in.
its suck. seirous. i'm a malaysian.
so how? i cant get any case in singapore. if i get it.
i will be send back to my country. i'm really scare.
but what can i do ?
NOTHING.
Things that have been done cannot be undone.
so is useless.
now just waiting for reporting on 1/4/2009.
hope everything can be fine.
now i just can pray hard and hope people can pray hard for me too.
i have dissapointed my parents and my family members and friends.
I'm sorry ! really.
if i really got send back to my own country.
i just wish that my family will be fine and save.
i'm sorry mum .
really sorry. although i've been adopt by you.
you're still my mum.
i have done so many stupid things and dissapoint you.
i'm really useless.
maybe this my last post for blog? i hope is not.
but i don't think so.
is a very high chance that i will be send back to my country.
Hate this world.
Fuck the world!


FAREWELL GUYS !




And YOU GUYS ! I WILL NOT FORGET THE TIME WE ARE TOGETHER AND HAVE FUN! FAREWELL !

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